I’ve given myself
To way too many
Undeserving
Broken souls
Who’ve
Tested
And tried
My spirit
Wavered
My will
At love
And
Caused me
To question
All but everything
These
Emotional vampires
Whose insecurities
And baggage
From the past
Left me at times
More than malnourished
Wilting
In the shadows
Of their
Darkness
Crying
From within
But not anymore
I’ve broken free
Moved forward
And single handedly
Disconnected myself
From anyone
And anything
Not conducive
To my well being
I make no apologies
For wanting more
And for having needs
That
Must be met
For I am
Growing
Ever evolving
And I need a
Like minded soul
To share my time
And not just someone
Who appears to be
My match
But someone
Who is actually
Living
Breathing
And achieving
Outside of their mind
Get a good look at me
Take a mental fill
Know that now
I’m flying solo
Leaving my indiscretions
Off
With the wind
I move forward, smiling.
It feels good being unaffected.
I live outside the box
Pushing against the seams
Marching
Foraging ahead
To the beat of my own drum
You can’t cage me
Restrain my words
Trick me into shifting
My ideology
For I am a rock
Steadfast
And steady
With
How I roll
I keep it moving
In the direction
Of my dreams
My goals
Licking
The aspirations
Off my lips
With a determination
Most
Couldn’t even
Imagine
Into existence
Resiliency
Am I
Watch me
Love me
Hate me
It’s all the same
Unstoppable
Undeniable
I will
Make it
To
The
TOP
Free
And
Focused.
Catch me if you can.
i find myself craving
that which you pen
your brain
your blogs
your words
they dance around my body
traveling
all my erogenous zones
between my legs
as if they were your hands
your breath
your mouth
stimulating those places
most times left untouched
by the physical hand
i find myself
wanting to divulge
those sentiments
that whisper
at me within
those things i hold back
that cavern
your excavating daily
i like it
but i fight it
as i surf along
wondering how
it began
that my friend
can make love intermittenly
to me
without the use of her touch
carefully even now i write
proofing
deleting
censoring
my word choices
usage
the adjectives i throw in
do i dare?
the story of a “mind fuck” begins…
I’m kind of obsessed with this song. I mean, umm, does playing it 9570499752394456523984920 times a day for a month really equate to that though? Alright, so I DO wake up to it, find myself humming it throughout the day, and YEsss my mirror has gotten some SERIOUS action from me dancing to it, in different stages of undress… Is that SO weird? Call me intense, passionate, I’ll gladly check all of the above. For me, music is that which feeds my soul, I’m an Artist so, when I find a song that moves me, and is SUCH a FEEL. GOOD. SONG, I keep it close, and on….REPEAT. Enjoy!!!!
I found some old books of writings of mine, and felt inspired to find a public outlet for my thoughts. A platform for me to just let it all hang out so to speak, where I could expose some of myself to friends, strangers and anyone who was curious enough to peek thru my blinds. Raw and real is where I’m takin it so, let go of those inhibitions, check your judgements at the door, and step into a piece of me. You just might be surprised at where I take you. ::smiles deviously:: #BoOM!!!